Sunday, May 19, 2013
Saturday, May 18, 2013
I hate Facebook. All it does is tempt me to creep on everyone I’ve ever known, and then when I see how great their lives seem I just get all sad.
Jeff is in the Navy and has a gorgeous girlfriend, Patton has an awesome job in Washington DC, everyone seems so much happier than me.
I at least hope my Facebook makes me seem happier than I am. Maybe they’re creeping on me too and think I’ve got all my shit sorted. And maybe they all hate their lives too, but regardless, I’m jealous.
I need to make some changes, find a way to meet people and go places. I want a group of friends who make me forget everything for a while.
I kinda need to send these to everyone.
like now. i’ve been such a shut-in lately. the people of tumblr are pretty much the only ones that have seen me, and even that hasn’t been as much as before. i don’t see my family, or friends apart from my mom and boyfriend. i dropped out of school because my english teacher refused to work with me claiming that the work i missed was “in-class”. i didn’t feel like i could keep up because i didn’t know what my limitations would be. knowing my situation now, i certainly could not have kept afloat in her class. i haven’t even really been outside aside from going to doctor’s appointments or the grocery store. my trip to the dentist didn’t help as dentists trigger my anxiety. here’s hoping it doesn’t last and that i don’t lose too many friends in my absence.
Essentially everything you said.
I have no tangible social interactions outside of work, skype, and tumblr. EVER.
I cant stand being like that, but I’m just so tired all the time. Hopefully that will all change when I get to Providence.
Providence hasn’t changed it for me, only made it worse. I keep in touch with even fewer now, the only people I can tolerate are in my immediate family.
So yea, ill take a few hundred of these.
Thursday, May 16, 2013
The S4 is basically my dream phone. Maybe I’ll be able to afford it in ten years.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
The City of Minneapolis lit up the I-35W bridge and the Lowry bridge like this tonight in celebration of same-sex marriage being legalized in Minnesota today.
HOW THE FUCK ARE THESE BABIES SWIMMING I AM 21 AND CANNOT SWIM THIS IS SOME FUCK SHIT
Babies instinctively know when to hold their breathes!
Babies are amazing
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!? I HAVE TO HOLD MY NOSE AND THIS BABY DOESN’T HAVE TOO!?
What shitty parent discovered this
babies are naturally able to swim hello they just spent nine moths in amiotic fluid this is instinctive so no, parent is not shitty, parent is re-enforcing baby’s natural instinctive behaviour.
parent is good for doing this because parent is basically saying “yes the behaviours you were born with are great!”
Yup, if babies are ‘taught’ (allowed) to swim before they are six weeks old, they never lose the instincts they were born with that lets them hold their head above water and hold their breath when they need to. SCIENCE, man.
They are probably loving this because seriously ROOM. I don’t think there was an awful lotta space in their first house.
Started the day with no plans to leave the apartment.
Ended up in a basement in Pawtucket at a metal band practice with blunts being passed around and Sam Adams Porch Rockers.
Fuck yea for adventures.